This article mainly tells the story of a rural boy's growth, study, job hunting and fantasy of love. It is interspersed with some people and things he has experienced and some views on issues of common concern. He has no tortuous experience. He finished his undergraduate and graduate studies and then entered a fairly well-known communication equipment enterprise to become an ordinary engineer. He seems to be both self-abased and confident, dark and bright. He is always fantasizing about love, but he never gets it. He seems to have communication barriers with the opposite sex, but there has always been a girl in his heart.
