Twin Flame Newbies

I remember those days when I would see 11:11 almost every time I looked at my clock. It became so constant and consistent that I believed it was a sign from the universe to remind me of the truth of the connection. I associated repeated numbers with blessings, good health, abundance, and positivity. Most of all, repeated numbers reminded me of my twin flame right away.As I progressed in my Soul Awakening journey, I learned that seeing angel numbers gave me hope to keep moving forward especially when I felt confused and doubtful. It was a form of comfort during the loneliest days. I must also admit that there were days when I felt like throwing in the towel - I would wake with all sorts of mood swings. I felt so irritable and frustrated whenever I was replaced during the surrender process. I wished to stop seeing the repeated numbers. I wished to never feel the connection again. Sometimes I would block my twin flame again after a few days of unblocking them.All the stress and the emotional agony that I experienced were sprouting from within. My struggles stemmed from the fact that I felt chaos from within. It is indeed true that the twin flame journey is a battle that you must win within yourself. At the same time, you also must figure out how to balance your inner journey with your physical life situation. Secondly, we must accept that the twin flame journey is a divinely guided process. When you accept this, you stop stressing over things you cannot control - focus on everything that you do best and make the most out of it. Whatever is beyond your control is beyond. Have faith that you are already blessed even before you see your blessings.On the upside, take it as a blessing that you get signs and numbers as constant reminders of your twin flame because sometimes you get too doubtful when there is no hope. I hope my perspective helps you. Stay Blessed!